Gor!

♥ Work is good.
♥ I've been driving a lot.
♥ I did my first drive-thru at Jack in the Box!
♥ 2 new swimsuits
♥ I bought shorts!!
♥ I wore the shorts in public!!
♥ I haven't started my summer history assingment.
♥ I saw Star Wars again in the theatre with my fam.
♥ I cleaned half of my room!
♥ I need to write thank-you notes still.
♥ I got a lot of new Star Wars stuff.
♥ I got vintage purses from Gramma.
♥ I'm really tan!
♥ Works ends August 5th.
♥ I can get my license on August 8th.
♥ 11 months on August 3rd.

I haven't seen him in a few days. I feel bad but I am so exhausted from work every day. I hate telling him I don't feel like seeing him, but I'm not going to invite him over and have us not talk and fall asleep and be bored and feel sad. I need to fix this somehow. It is not going well.


...


I think I am becoming a work-a-holic.

I am screwing everything up. I have no life.


Sometimes I pray, waiting, waiting for some bright holiday...